Lord, I feel unfulfilled at this time. I think that it is the pressures of the world on the pride of the flesh. To overcome this detestable feeling, I must pray and read your word more. I must trust You to make everything okay.
The feeling is I want to be more. I feel that I have so much to give, yet I am underutilized. I feel that I should be in charge of something, not having only line staff roles.
In writing this, I realized that You know all my inner parts, desires and feelings, better than I know. I must trust You; at the proper time, You will let my abilities be properly utilize. The answer is to trust You. You will meet all my needs while I diligently seek You. At the right time, You will lift me up. I must trust that if I go according to your way, I will benefit exceedingly more than if I try to establish something out of the pressures of the world on the pride of my flesh.
I will be wherever You want me to be.