O Lord, after all this time thinking and feeling that I am being constructive, I feel at a loss and empty for what I am doing and for the road I am traveling. I feel that I have a purpose in You. I know that I am trying to seek Your will for me. Now, I don’t have an inclination on a direction to go. Feeling this way only leads to trust totally in Your Word.
Your Word says to trust in You with my whole heart, and lean not on my own understanding. Right now, I don’t understand. Your Word says to acknowledge You in all my ways, and You will direct my path. I am acknowledging You in all my ways. My ways must be established before the paths. I believe, Lord, that I have established my Ways to Your Word. I prayed for You to establish my paths. I must admit that the paths are a bit scary because I don’t know what’s down them. The conclusion of this is that I must only trust You to make things according to how You see fit. I must only go with Your flow. Help me, please, to be strong in trusting in You.
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I am seeking not only to know You more, Lord, but to apply your Word in my life. My desire, now, is to realize that whatever situation I’m in, whatever circumstance I face, and whatever condition I have, are your will for me.
So often, I want to have my will, which in essence means, I want to control the situation, circumstance and condition. I must come to the total realization that when I gave my life to You, Lord, that You took control of these. I was consistently decreasing so that You can increase in my life. This means that I must let go of any dingle of my will in my life. Help me, Lord, to reach mastery in this area. I have realized that frustration and discontentment arise from having my own will. This is sin. It is sin because not having faith in You or not counting on You to come through for me is sin. Your Word says that You know my deepest intricacies. Therefore, because Your will shall be exercised in my life, I must have confidence that You will perfect me as long as I abide in Your Word. O Lord, let me rest and trust in You. Lord, the only thing I can do is thank You for my existence. I have realized that so many things that seemed to be right for me are not. I have realized that I had got caught up in the things of the world. Many of plans were not of You, but of my flesh and the world.
Now, Lord, I need to only focus on the things of the moment. When I do that, I realize that I am blessed so much physically, emotionally, mentally, materially and socially. I know that I am blessed spiritually, also, but I want to seek the full extent of this blessing. I have not yet realized its full extent. Help me to realize this. You always make everything fit perfectly. I need only to relax and trust You. I shall not let a worry about anything enter my mind. I know I have You. Therefore, I must sacrifice myself to You. Let everything I am be acceptable to You. Let anything that blocks or impedes my path to You be accursed. Let it die. I denounce all things that are unlike You in my life and environment. Let me be totally for You. Thank You, Lord. I praise You. In situations where I am vulnerable you have come to my deliverance. The circumstances are such that I should cave in to the natural man, but as your Word says, the Spirit will give quicken me.
Although I am weak, you are strong. Your angels come to the rescue to direct the situations. I must only trust in you and let you take control. Thanks Lord for allowing me to take heed to your Word. I want to do what is right, but many times evil is present. Let not this evil put me asunder, but you are there for my direction and protection. I must ask you to buffer me from the arrows of the enemy so that I will not fall short of performing according to your Word. Thank you my Lord. Put evil away from me. Let me not desire to do the things of the flesh, but let me only seek to be in the Spirit, seeking your ways. Thank you. |
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