Do With Me What You Will

O Lord, 

As I continue to seek You, I am learning more about how I am as a human.  I realize that I have many desires in my flesh that are contrary to You.  As I live, I learn how fragile I am.  I see that there is no good in me.  I need You for every moment I have.  I realize that I need You to carry me through this life.  I must find joy through doing Your will.  I ask the Lord that You give me satisfaction in seeking You.  Let me find the joy from helping others and in everything I do that reflects You.  I want to know only You and nothing else regarding the filthiness of my flesh that is ever-present.  I will trust You, Lord, to know that everything is perfect as long as I am in Your will.  I surrender my life and family to You.  Do with me what You will.  Please give me the understanding and endurance to go through with whatever You want me to do.

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