Not Lean on My Own Understanding

O Lord, after all this time thinking and feeling that I am being constructive, I feel at a loss and empty for what I am doing and for the road I am traveling.  I feel that I have a purpose in You.  I know that I am trying to seek Your will for me.  Now, I don’t have an inclination on a direction to go.  Feeling this way only leads to trust totally in Your Word.

Your Word says to trust in You with my whole heart, and lean not on my own understanding.  Right now, I don’t understand.  
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Your Word says to acknowledge You in all my ways, and You will direct my path.  I am acknowledging You in all my ways.  My ways must be established before the paths.

I believe, Lord, that I have established my Ways to Your Word.  I prayed for You to establish my paths.  I must admit that the paths are a bit scary because I don’t know what’s down them.  The conclusion of this is that I must only trust You to make things according to how You see fit.  

I must only go with Your flow.  
Help me, please, to be strong in trusting in You.